I have no idea how I have gotten into this situation so don't ask but here s whats new in my life.
I only sleep between 5-10 am in my own bed, the rest of the time is spent "elsewhere".
I think I'm dating a virgin who is the biggest tease in the world.(Only partly complaining) Don't get me started on how wierd this is for me. I am definitely aware and it makes me want to cry.
All my electronics are either broken, sticky or smelling of Hot chocolate. (Total price of damaged electronics is just under $2,500)
I watch football almost every week.
I play hockey twice a week.
Haven't watched porn in over two weeks. (A RECORD, BELIEVE ME)
My apartment is dirtier than it has ever been even though I'm cleaning more and more. (Mainly because of the neat freak virgins complaints and health concerns)
Apparently mold isn't good for you who knew.
Korea's lack of personal space bubbles is starting to affect my psyche. I seem to be huggin and touching and getting closer to people even though I freak out when people do it to me.
I don't know what is going to happen next but I have a feeling it will involve a penguin, an elderly korean lady and video camera.
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fucking internet explorer and blogger... i just left a comment and now gotta write again... I found you card, and i WILL give you a shout later this week.
Congratulations on the no-porn thing... Its an addiction worse than smoking to break, and its constantly being fed by everything around you. check out xxxchurch.com - even without the 'religion' stuff that's there, it has some cool insight into the porn industry and what its actually all about.
Just so you know. I only stopped for a bet and also because Korean porn is probably the worst porn out there. And to get addicted to porn you must be the biggest loser in the world. Which I'm sure I'm int eh running for but trailing far behind alot of people. (Mainly Computer Science Majors, HAHA had to say it)
lol - CSc Majors... That aside - i suppose if depends on how you define 'addiction'. Yes there are some people who are completely overcome with a need to watch it all the time... Whose idea of a fun friday night is sitting at home alone watching a 'movie'. But there is a much 'lesser' level of addiction. If you happen to mention that 2 weeks without porn is a good thing for you... how is that not an addiction? ANY time you feel like you need something - is it not an addiction? (Admittedly - there are some positive addictions (such as food/water... (i'm not sure if sleep counts? I always feel like i need it... it just seems like such a waste of time))
But really - if when you watch porn - you get ANYTHING out of it. Any feelings whatsoever. and you feel a need to watch it - how is that not really an addiction?
Take for instance a social smoker - when out at the bar - they light up. The say they're not addicted to smoking b/c they don't smoke a pack a day. BUT - they still feel a need to light up at the bar - so is it not some level of addiction?
Debates of health / morals aside - be aware of what influences your decisions. If you feel a 'need' for something - is it really a positive thing to feed that need, rather than fight it?
What will influence your character more? feeding a desire - or having the will power to fight it?
(And btw - sorry for posting anonymously - sometimes its easier to speak your mind when you aren't afraid of how your opinion is received. Mainly i just wanted to challenge you with something that can be considered controversial to even talk about)
I love controversy. No big one there. But how many things do I do in a day that I do every single would you consider an addiction.
Work, Thinking, Walking, Watching TV, Video Games, Talking to Friends and the like. How many of those are addiction? I do them everyday and by your definition I'm addicted to them. Should I start a support group for people that see there friends everyday or go to work everyday?
Lesser addiction doesn't exist check the any psychology book and you'll find the definition of addiction to be very clear.
But if you're going to keep posting on my blog, leave your name. Its not a demand, it is a choice. If you want to post, leave your name. If you don't leave your name, don't post.
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